
I couldn't do it
Mine tanker om natta uten medisiner er helt ville og mange. Jeg sliter sΓ₯ med tankerkjΓΈr. Jeg trodde jeg var klar for Γ₯ slutte, men viser seg at jeg trenger fortsatt hjelp. SΓ₯ skal jeg prΓΈve igjen om en stund.

Christmas holiday with adults only
I have worried about this different Christmas. I realized it recently and managed to turn it into a delightful holiday season. However, anxiety, stress, and expectations almost ruined it for me. Fortunately, I took back control in time.

Confidence, disrespect, and compliments
Christmas is approaching, but my thoughts revolve more around kindness towards each other. We should be better at giving and receiving compliments, showing respect, and building each other's confidence. I hope you have an uplifting celebration.

Christmas feeling with a touch of performance anxiety
I've been thinking about the Christmas feeling and how people experience it differently. Sometimes, I feel a bit of pressure around Christmas and the Christmas spirit. I tend to be slow in getting into this feeling.

A creature of habit
I have developed some new, good habits, such as exercising, getting up to stop stress hormones, and practicing gratitude. In connection with this, I've reflected on what can become a habit and the benefits of these good habits.

A new everyday life
I fill my days and get to know myself. I have concluded that I want to fill my life with experiences, even if it involves trial and error.

π₯³ 1 year of blogging π₯³
It's been a year since I posted the first post. I've evolved and learned a lot. Like how to turn my thoughts around and give myself respect. But the different year isn't over yet!

Valium ππ»ππ»
Valium is, in my opinion, a medication and should be used accordingly. I've used it to navigate through challenging situations, allowing me to feel a sense of accomplishment. It also helps me appreciate experiences even more.

Done being a good girl!
Now I'm having a showdown with the good girl in me. I will see my own worth and build more self-confidence. I'll also try not to let the smartwatch control me anymore.

Has something changed in me?
Now I've been home for a week. I've gained some distance from the experiences and managed to look at them from various angles. I've learned a lot and I'm ready for more!

Guestbloggers in da house!
I've just arrived back home in Norway, so I've posted a message from my two "substitutes." It's about what it's like to have a friend with anxiety. Enjoy, and I'll be back stronger than ever!

Mission accomplished!
At least almost π We've traveled far, seen a lot, and experienced a lot. The goal was to become mentally stronger and handle more on my own. Not always rely on others' confidence but trust myself. Have I achieved that?

Neptune, the sea god
A walk on the beach triggered a chain of thoughts about waves and challenges. I seek everyday challenges that provide a sense of mastery in the hope of becoming better at dealing with changes.

I am a tree
I've found that I like having roots and being in one place. But I continue the search for inner peace. At least I know which places bring me peace.

Halfway there!
We are now halfway through the journey. I have completed some of the challenges I had planned. But I still have a few left. Nevertheless, I feel like I've come a long way and achieved a lot.

Coincidences can be fun
Coincidences can be fun. Sometimes. I'm practicing not planning everything and have had some fun experiences because of it.

Perspective
Seattle has left an impression on me. People living on the streets and others openly using drugs. I look at my life in a slightly different way now.


Into the unknown...
I have been to national parks in the USA. It was scary, amazing, and absolutely beautiful. I was scared and fascinated at the same time. A wild experience and a victory that I embraced all the emotions!

Meltdown number 2
I've gotten sick, and it led to a new meltdown. I'm not good at being ill, especially when I'm not at home. But I'm getting through it with help.